Letters from an atheist

We cling to definition. To someone or something to take the blame. To a higher power. We define ourselves by these "gods" commandments. We claim they wrought our happiness. Yet we're more likely to claim they wrought our pain. Our triumphs and failures we lay at their feet. Yet to forsake them and claim that they are the mindless fancy of countless fools would almost certainly shatter us as we deal with new found questions and doubts that arise. If there are no gods why are We here?  If there is no God then what is my purpose. The disbelief in a God can cause mass chaos as there is no longer a reason to do good. You find for the first time that your decisions have no great and mighty force to guide you. Thus we hold on when doubts arise. We hold on when evidence prove us wrong. And we deny the very laws of the universe itself. So we hold our faith in desperate hands
Subconsciously knowing that if we open our hands and open them wide. Then we'd be confronted with the emptiness inside. Thus the age old saying that ignorance is bliss might actually hold true. For if not believing brings such pain. Then wouldn't it be better to swallow your doubts bow you head and pray?

lies

lies are the ultimate mistake. many of us know this yet we do it anyway. because obviously WE are the exception to the rule. i mean i know that everyone who ever lied acheived undesirable consequences. but then again everyone is not me. which brings me to my last point. the biggest liar youll ever meet is right in front of you. that is of course if your currently facing a mirror.

Coffee

Its times like these when I wish that whoever invented coffee was my age and single.

Sick

Being sick is horrible. Having a cold while allergy season is in full swing is just devastating. In my opinion all of us survivers of this so called wonderful season should be awarded medals. But then again what doesn't kill you can always try again next year.

the great divide

The world is divided. Its divided into men and women‚blacks and whites, truth and lies, the western world and the eastern world. But why? Why do we have this incessant need to separate and divide and categorize?  Why can't we just be?
Of course then we wouldn't have any reason to claim superiority . But for a few seconds a day we can imagine this world where we are all equal. Now take that acceptance arm yourself with it and prepare to face a world where you are constantly judged. I hope you packed your industrial strength armour.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         

ngp

right now i'm so excited. life is falling into place and its sunny outside. yet what im most looking forward to this fall isnt starting tenth grade but the new Sony NGP. you might know it as the PSP2. and i must say that piece of machinery is smexy. nix my two front teeth. all i want for Christmas is my NGP.